My feelings!
I want to tell you my secrets(which few people read thisblog!)
Kay, first. Yes, I'm a kpop freak. I always spazz something about kpop + anime, right? Then, many people commented about me (in real life.) Please, WHY?! There's also many belieber spazz about
Justin Biber
in other site. So, can't I like kpop that much!? I don't want to be one of ***** out there! (maybe you don't understand.)
Second, kay , this is my feelings right now!!
I like to write stories, yes. since I was child.
I USED TO have many notebook when I was child. I use that notebook to write stories.
Until now, I still like writing. From composition, quotes, news, novel, poem untill fanfics! ><
And I USED TO BE NOVEL ONLINE's WRITER!
But guess what? Many people said that I always have wrong malay grammar.
Then I stopped. Few months later, I started to write fanfic at winglin.
And yes, many people like it! I'm so happy.
Then someone told me that my grammar is broken. -.-'
Remember the 'Love Confession' poem that I wrote!?
I copy it from a lyric!
WHY MY FRIEND TOLD MY GRAMMAR IS BROKEN!???
I CAN'T TALK RIGHT!? I CAN'T DO ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD RIGHT!? WRITING IS NOT MY TALENT RIGHT!?
WHY?
WHY??
I'm sick of people saying my grammar is broken --'
why? because I'm writing just for fun!
I'm an imaginative person!
That's why I like to write! BUT WHY, NO ONE SAYS GOOD LUCK OR SOMETHING!?
I DON'T NEED THAT ACTUALLY!
I PREFER NO ONE READ MY FIC/STORY/POEM THAN ALL PEOPLE SAY THAT MY GRAMMAR IS BROKEN!
I'M STILL A STUDENT.
I'M A MAKNAE.
WHY? I CAN'T DO ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD, RIGHT!?
IS ENGLISH IS AN EVERYTHING!?
HUH.
WE NEED A PERFECT GRAMMAR TO WRITE A STORY?
HUH.
I THINK I STOP WRITING FIC. :'(
OH, I ALSO LEARN DANCE.
AND IF YOU WANT TO KNOW, I USED TO BE A TAEKWONDOE'S STUDENT.
I DON'T THINK I HAVE ANY TALENTS.
HAHA! THAT'S LIFE! ><
Labels: random
Tuesday 21 December 2010
A love confession
It's already been a year,
I'm in love with you.
If you want to know, I fell in love since we met for the first time
And this is my confession to you.
I wanna tell my feelings to her,
But I'm just scared,
I felt like I'm still a child,
To poeple who are in love,
Can you teach me how to love?
Everyday is just so fun if I'm with you,
Honestly I’m a bit scared, but no matter what anyone says,
I still want you,
I still love you.
Will the day I hold her hands ever come?
Will the day I casually hold her come?
Will the day I kiss her above her closed eyes also come?
In my dream, at least.
But everytime I talk to her,
She always laughed and joked around.
What should I do? She's an immature person.
Noona, please listen to me.
Please don't called me 'dongsaeng' anymore.
I'm not a child that you always said.
I also can fall in love.
And that person is you.
Noona, I want to talk you for a moment.
Just, for a momment.
Please believe what I say,
Who knows , we might end up being together.
You're so beautiful
I want to be yours
Even if time goes by
Compared to anyone else in the world
I still choose you
All this quotes I write it for you, noona.
You're the one who I always met in my dreams,
You're the one who comfort me when I'm sad.
So please, mine noona.
I want to feel what love is.
In my dream, at least. :)
made by me :D
credit: SNSD - Oh!, B2ST - Beautiful and of course SHINee Hello.
Enjoy xx,
Labels: poem, random
Sunday 19 December 2010
#xiahday ♥
Happy Belated Birthday Xiah Junsu aka Dolphin oppa :D #xiahday ^^
oh I changed the layout again. ^^ Better from before, right? hehe xP I think yes because the background and the banner, I edited it with myself! :D Yeah although I follow someone's code hehe ^^ Oh I love the banner, infinite yo! Aww Sungjonggie is so cute hehe xP and the background , 2pm - I'll be back :D, it's more better if I can see Wooyoung clearly from there . xP
Today is Melon award right? Hehe I watched it live! :D Thanks for kpopflash for streaming the Melon awards! :D yeah although I missed 2pm's performance hehe, blame this connection ><. Congrats for the winner btw. :D . and 2PM rocks ! Wooyoung, why are you so cute.><, okay I need to stop talking about that xP. and congrats to snsd's unnie :D. Eh, talking about SNSD, lemme spam my snsd bias. xP
I love SNSD's Yuri. .V. I don't care what people says about her, she's very talented you know! I believe, haters just jealous of her. :)). Yeah, why not? She's very friendly, she's not bitchy. She's friendly to boys too. I know many people dislike her because she is close to SHINee. Well, I'm OVERADDICTED to SHINee too, but I didn't dislike her JUST BECAUSE OF THAT. If one of Yuri's haters read this, let me remind you, don't be childish! ><>♥, kay I may stop talking about her xP, I just want to meet her someday.♥
xoxo
Labels: 2pm, kpop thingy, random, snsd, yuri
Wednesday 15 December 2010
Saenggil Chukka Lee Jin Ki!
First thing I wanna say is,
SAENGGIL CHUKKA HAMNIDA ONEW!
I have nothing special to shared. Well, this holiday I only stared in front of my laptop. --' Ahh I'm so lazy to blog.
Just want to share; I like SM The Ballad so muchhh. Oh I love Jino. ♥ ♥. Jonghyun, Kyuhyun, Jay and Jino rocks! ♥ Their voice make me.... idk how to explain it ;p. Oh and I love this guy :
♥ His eyes makes me wanna look into his eyes forever,
♥ His mouth makes my lips dry (lol wth),
♥ His angelic voice makes me fee likes I'm in heaven,
♥ His character is what I'm looking for,
and most importantly,
♥ He steal my heart away. ;p LOL
wooyoungie <3
BYE :D
xx,
Labels: kpop thingy, onew, random, shinee, SMTheBallad, wooyoung
Tuesday 14 December 2010
It's December baby!
Accidentally removed my last post. --'
Well, let me repeat. 2nd December was awesome. And I'm planning to do these in December;
- Watch drama DVD that I buy few months ago.
- Learn more dance ;p
- Active in all fansite~
- Search manga online
- Learn to edit more about html and pics~
- Hangout?
- Webcame! :D
- continue my fanfic? :D
- designing my room ;p
- Learn new flourish? :D
- watch all kpop shows that I miss. ;p
- Draw more pics~
- Sleepover with cuzzies :D
- Download anime and of course watching it. ;p
- and etc? :D
huh~ maybe more time spending in front of laptop --'.
Anyways, I spend ONE DAY to find, edit this blog's layout. But this one isn't really good though. No anime, I felt bad to anime. LOL.
xoxo, :D
Labels: Flourish, holiday, kpop thingy, manga, random
Friday 3 December 2010
Happy holiday :D
Anneyon~ ^^
Ahh finally I can update this blog~ ><, but I can't upload pic D:, blame this Mozilla Firefox! ><. Well anyways, happy holiday! :D. Tomorrow is~ ehemm ;D. lol. Today(or yesterday) is the last day of school! I'm bored at first because I don't win anything in Sukan Ria~ But I have fun with my friends because it's the last day! :D Yay next year I will be in year 8A! ^.^, but guess what!? My class is in 7F ><, arghh.. I hate it D<, Well, I don't want to tell why because I'm afraid someone related to that class or my teacher will read this... ^^'. I made new fanfics in AsianFanFics,
Under The Star. I have no idea for
My last love~ fanfic ><, haha. And I also finished my first oneshot, post here later. ;D And, I'm going to talk about MNET awards here. I know I'm late but whatever. I felt disappointed that SM's artist doesn't win any awards ><, because no show no awards! D: Not fair isn't it? But I'm glad that 2PM won! ;D yay (yes I don't hate JYP I love 2PM!).
I'm BALADear (they said it's SMThe Ballad's official fanclub. I'm not sure .) now! I love their song and MV 'Miss You' , it was so sweet! And Jino was so cute ;D. welcome to SM Family Jino ^.^v
xoxo.
Labels: kpop thingy, random, School, SMTheBallad
Tuesday 30 November 2010
My Special 17th Birthday [ONESHOT]